...where I talk indonesian,  suaracahaya.multiply.com
...where I desperately tried to put my japanese into action, suaracahaya.wordpress.com

If you are interested, please take time to visit them and share your voice :)

yatta~
eh, alhamdulillah..... ^^
I passed the JLPT sankyuu exam with quite a score... for someone who's barely learning Japanese...
ureshii~~~~

now what's left is just STRIVING for the next Level... at Japan!

Japan,,,, I'm coming!


*H-5 before departure*

Just a quick peek --
I miss u all...

Hehe. Sorry for the very-short-entry :)

Time flew.
And I flew by the time.
But soon my time here will stop.
And it's time to flap my own wings,
Towards the new regions,
Searching for foreign seeds to plant,
Looking for droplets of water to fullfill the thirst.

My wings, my new-born wings,
With its untested strength and agility,
Will they take me far away?
Will they take me to the untouched land of sunflowers,
Then fly me back to the origin,
To spread the warmth of the sun,
And joyful news carried by the wind?

It's time to flap my wings.
I will face the storm with confidence and pride,
For not so far away, I will surely find the sun.


---
in the middle of hectic-and-confusing-freetime,
preparing myself to the journey of the new world...
But I do believe that YOU will take the best care of me, Allah :)

I walked.
I tripped and fell down.
I got hurt.
I waited for hands
to reach me
and help me up
but none came.
And finally I realized
that I have been waiting
for no one
but myself.
So I got up,
tend my wounds,
and started walking again.
And now,
I am running.

"People who never do wrong will never learn."

Whatever happened and will be happen, everything comes from Allah and Allah always only gives the best.
Keep spirit and keep smile... :)


-- to the upcoming Final Exam : defending my thesis on Thursday afternoon...


:)

*it's my first post in 2009 but forgive me if i'm not talking about something important...*

Last night, I had a dream.
On that dream, someone great that I cherished had again reminded me about the importance of dreams. How I, and others who were present at the Great Hall, should continue pursuing our own dreams.
That person was standing proudly with a camera in the hand. That person had already started shooting some pictures when several TV-camera and microphone out of nowhere was brought out and that person started talking on the stage, like what that person's always do.
Then I woke up and felt the warmth in my heart. It was 3.00 AM, but I prepared to work anyway, as I couldn't ignore the message I've just received : 
Never Give Up.

( At noon, while I was unconsciously fell asleep in front of my notebook, having exhausted of coding for several hours, I had another dream. )